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"Ain't That Good News"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
Traditional
Arrangement by Jodie Manross

One of my favorite spirituals. I lost my voice right before
a high school chorus concert where I was supposed to sing
a solo on this song -it was the only time I was ever asked to
sing a solo. I never got to sing the song, so I sing it all
the time now.

I got a robe in that kingdom,
ain't that good news
I got a robe in that kingdom,
ain't that good news
I'm gonna lay down this world,
I'm gonna shoulder up my cross
I'm gonna take it home to my Jesus
Ain't that good news.

I've got a crown in that kingdom,
ain't that good news
I got a crown in that kingdom,
ain't that good news
I'm gonna lay down this world,
I'm gonna shoulder up my cross
I'm gonna take it home to my Jesus
Ain't that good news.

I've got shoes in that kingdom,
ain't that good news
I got shows in that kingdom,
ain't that good news
I'm gonna lay down this world,
I'm gonna shoulder up my cross
I'm gonna take it home to my Jesus
Ain't that good news
My Lord, ain't that good news.
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"Ayappa"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

Ayappa is one my best friends and one of
the kindest souls you will ever meet.

Counting waves over miles of sea
and the skies were completely clear
as my first love and other disasters
for awhile slowly disappear
Chorus:
There's a kind of light
that shines off you
and I'm going to the sun for answers
it's as if the world was made for you
and all the light contained within
I'm always revising like memory
a map drawn in the deepest shades
and I'm trying to put all the past behind me
and let the good days carry me away
The edges of life were my coastlines,
a contest between ocean and shore
And if you said that we have plenty,
I couldn't agree with you more
Chorus:
There's a kind of light
that shines off you
and I'm going to the sun for answers
it's as if the world was made for you
and all the light contained within
(Break)
I'm trying to shape this rough stuff into a life
looking for a home, a perfect place to be
a slant of sun, an even level of light
and you stumbled onto where life holds me
Chorus:
There's a kind of light
that shines off you
and I'm going to the sun for answers
it's as if the world was made for you
and all the light contained within (repeat)
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Beautifully
From the EP, "Don't Save the Kisses" 2004
This song wrote itself one fall evening. Woodie Gutherie, I think it was,
said that there are songs just floating in the clouds and if you're lucky
enough, you grab one and write it one day. I was the lucky one that day.

All streams lead to the river
and course down in these waves,
follows where the river bends
and it takes you away
here I'd travel with you forever
and all those cliches
they ring true for once
they ring true for me

Chorus: You complete this day
You complete this day
You complete this day
beautifully

My morning is slow
and darkness on the way home
wishing I was as calm as sea and sand
'cause so much slips through these hands
until I remember what matters
and it colors these my words
and it brings a lost relief that fills and overflows

Chorus: You complete this day
You complete this day
You complete this day
beautifully

And here I'd travel with you forever
and all those cliches
because they ring true for once
They ring true for me.
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"Daydream in Color"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I love the feel of this song-it was one of the easiest
songs for me to write because it just flows. I love writing
about light, color and ideas of home.

I've got unrequited dreams of an unrequited love
I've got longings I'll keep until the real thing comes along
I've got dreams that I hope will come my way
but whatever may come
I know that I can say
I'll keep trying
I'll keep trying

Wherever home begins
I know you're in it
Have a steady joy
I think we'd build it
Sometimes going milestones
sometimes just miles
But I know we'll get there
May take awhile

Chorus:
Unrequited dreams of an unrequited love
I've got longings I'll keep until the real thing comes along
I've got dreams that I hope will come my way
but whatever may come
I know that I can say I'll keep trying
I'll keep trying

I remember how the sun set
on that cold December
even if the days get warmer
they won't glow like that one
A setting so real,
I can see the scenes clearer
A backdrop for all my dreams
Many years later

Bridge:
Daydream in color
Laughter drifting
Life feels easy
(repeat three more times)

Chorus:
Unrequited dreams of an unrequited love
I've got longings I'll keep until the real thing comes along
I've got dreams that I hope will come my way
but whatever may come
I know that I can say I'll keep trying
I'll keep trying (repeat)
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"Echoes"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

About trying so hard to make changes in who you are
to get to a better, happier place in your life
.

She's been sitting here for hours
A warm cup heating in her hands
Quiet surfaces turned slowly
As the warmth transforms her within

She says for a moment I felt like
when I first met him
It was the most honest place I'd found
and it leads me back from where I started
So long I hardly recognize

Chorus:
It echoes another life
She wants to have and she wants to hold
That's the way to her heart
That right now has no where to go

She says "I've got a lifetime of regret
that's just sitting on these shoulders
So much I haven't said
and I'm not getting any younger.
But are the reasons we were together
better than the ones that we're apart now.
Or was it just the bad choices we made
that were hidden at the time?"

Chorus:
Echoes another life
She wants to have and she wants to hold
That's the way to her heart
That right now has no where to go

Bridge: But I come away stronger
I come away
I come away stronger, I come away
But I come away stronger
I come away But I come away stronger I come away

Stumbling over and over
where life has left me
hoping what I'm leaving is more than what I will have lost
Because in this give and receive,
it's love that has often failed me
Then to reach for the beauty
that was hidden at the time

Chorus:
Echoes another life
She wants to have and she wants to hold
That's the way to her heart
That right now has no where to go

But I come away stronger
I come away
I come away stronger, I come away
But I come away stronger
I come away
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"Given"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

Inspired by my favorite author, Zora Neal Hurston
and my favorite book, Hurston's Their Eyes Were
Watching God. We recorded it live in Boone, NC, not
knowing the recording would even turn out.

I'm still here
And I'm still waiting
for unsung words
and for what I'm not saying
And though I see another cast into a shallow grave
Lord, I know the time will not come
when I go the same way
(repeat)

Chorus:
Find solace in love
and not lose in fear
I begin to know what we have here
'cause my soul has been pushed
and I have been driven
but I begin to know
what we have been given

So I buried my hate
and I searched for another feeling
Oh my soul was so tired
and tired of hating
Words waited on lips and refused its gift
and gave to another voice
what to be has been given
No peace in a life with silence alone
I cannot leave it unsung
I've got to make it my own

Chorus:
Find solace in love
and not lose in fear
I begin to know what we have here
'cause my soul has been pushed
and I have been driven
but I begin to know
what we have been given

Guitar solo and vocal ad lib

I'm still here
And I'm still waiting
for unsung words
and for what I'm not saying
And though I see another cast into a shallow grave
Lord, I know the time will not come
when I go the same way
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"Going Somewhere Soon"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I love gardening and decorating books (though I can barely
keep my three plants alive). This song was inspired by reading
a gardening book about nature, sundials and maps.

I saw a weathervane skyline,
sundial catches shadows on stone
marks time that has past.
A tree signed and dated "Until we meet again,"
These names of ours etched I visit again and again.
A gazing ball bounces this old light
and reflects it back up to the sky.
I move to catch the brightest rays
and not find this life just pass me on by.

Chorus:
Satellites bring distance into our lives
the roads we travel are fast and long
but they don't seem to connect us closer
You could compass the heavens
I'd still be gone
I'd still be gone.

Make amends and change direction
I can't remember when this life
didn't feel like such a crazy dream
To rise up so early in a pattern so deep
sleep remains a persistent memory
As shades block this new light
and reflects it back up to sky
I move to catch the brightest rays
and not find this life just pass me on by

Chorus:
Satellites bring distance into our lives
the roads we travel are fast and long
but they don't seem to connect us closer
You could compass the heavens
I'd still be gone
I'd still be gone.

Bridge:
I'm going somewhere,
I'm going somewhere soon.
I'm going somewhere,
I'm going somewhere soon.

Chorus:
Satellites bring distance into our lives
the roads we travel are fast and long
but they don't seem to connect us closer
You could compass the heavens
I'd still be gone
I'd still be gone.

I'll still be gone
Still be gone.
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"Hardway"
from the albums "Still" & "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I wrote "Hard Way" after living with
my two best friends who had been dating each
other since high school. They fought non-stop which
was tiring, but made for great song material! After
they heard it, I was worried they would never talk to
me again, but they agreed with the song. Both are now
happily married - to other people than each other.
**The guys loved this song so much and had fun doing a
full-band version, so we put it on both albums.  I recored the
vocals right after a scary lightning storm.

You came over with flowers
What an odd way to start a war
But one is fought with words unspoken
The moment you walk through that door.
I wear one face for you
I wear one for me
I don't want to live like this
But baby just let me be.

Chorus:
We keep doing this the hard way
Doing this the hard way
Doing this the hard way
But we do it so well.

When I want you to leave,
you turn back around.
I'm tired, worn and talked to the ground.
But when I need you most,
you're nowhere to be found
Except this sad, sad state
that's keeping us down.

Alternate Chorus:
I sure am better, but I'm not well
'Cause being with you is like welding metal and hammering nails.
Higher we'll build these fences,
deeper we'll build these wells.
Before we can't get out, only time will tell.

Bridge:
All you give is coolness,
while I favor fire
The way you keep stringing me along,
I'm feeling so tired
I favor fire when all you give is coolness
The way we keep carrying on,
I'm feeling so foolish
But I like a little clutter,
things messed a bit
I'm not thrilled with this life,
but at least it feels lived in
I could put life into place,
but it just takes too much time
With all that we do,
I'm just not satisfied.
Chorus (repeated twice)
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"Hold"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

Happy song!

Stop to think of a pattern of life
why some people are traced in
why some people aren't
you're the only person who read my soul,
lost in my troubles and feeling alone
A colorful reflection of a life that's lived
someone who has said for all i've lost,
i have lost nothing
today i found an unexpected embrace
some people never leave you the same

Chorus:
Hold out your hands so I can give you now
all the love this life will allow
Hold out your hands so I can give you now
all the love this life will allow

Well, you can twist my feelings into gold
as you came into my world
you lift my soul
I give you breath and you find release
exchange a breath, so now I breathe
Our love could hold up any day
and with our love, all doubts erase
and with all of my worries, you have no blame
'cause you never leave me the same

Chorus:
Hold out your hands so I can give you now
all the love this life will allow
Hold out your hands so I can give you now
all the love this life will allow

Bridge:
That is why I love you more
That's the difference from being alone
that is why I love you more
you make all the difference

Chorus:
So hold out your hands so I can give you now
all the love this life will allow
Hold out your hands so I can give you now
all the love this life will allow
Will allow, will allow
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"Hope Against History"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

Realizing that you are fully aware of your history or battles
with someone you love, but you keep hoping things will
improve, change, or be overcome despite the fact you
keep repeating the past.

Search for right and a reason
and a good frame of mind
Some things just can't be reconciled
Right now feels justified
We're coming at it from the wrong place
that's where you'll always be
Passion centered somewhere else
for you'll never see
I think I lost you before we even met
with my shy smile
trying to play it safe
and after all this time
it's love gained and love lost
and try as we may
hope against the history of us

PreChorus:
trying to find strenth
trying to lift your spirits
been getting so tired
I haven't been listening
    (repeat)

Chorus:
Act as if you just don't know
Act as if you just don't care
Baby it's been so been so long
since we've ever gone anywhere
    (repeat)

These are grievances I keep when I don't hold back
Take to heartbreaking limits
I can't let go and I can't shake
all this retaliation
under a surface of regret
and the ice keeps getting thinner
and I think it's about to break

PreChorus:
trying to find strenth
trying to lift your spirits
been getting so tired
I haven't been listening
    (repeat)

Chorus:
Act as if you just don't know
Act as if you just don't care
Baby it's been so been so long
since we've ever gone anywhere
    (repeat)

Instrumental break

Chorus:
Act as if you just don't know
Act as if you just don't care
Baby it's been so been so long
since we've ever gone anywhere
    so long
    so long
    so long
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"How Do You"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I love the fiddle part Greg Horne, our producer of Still,
wrote for "How Do You." It changes the whole feel the
song. I love it! I wrote the music except the bridge which
was written by Laith and completed the song for me.

You can't see into darkness if standing in the light
but I've lived my life a shadow and left you in the dark
I can't survive in these shallow waters
but deeper I sure may drown
Am I too much in this world
Am I draggin you down
I'm trying to reveal the side of me that I know is true
Then why do I reveal such weakness to you
when I feel the most, I fear the most
but I've doubted the loving side of you
Chorus:
How do you
How do you
How do you care
How do you
How do you
How do you feel
Are your words bolder than your heart
How do you, how do you love?
Can we grasp in our hearts
what our lips won't speak
How do you feel this
how do you know
if you can't even speak softly
Now I know I'm stubborn
with my last words tendencies
But you've reduced life to fixed forms
and dying meanings
Chorus
Bridge:
In all the things we choose
I struggle against forgetting
In all the things we lose
when all has been taken
In all the things we forgot
though we had good intentions
This is the way we love
when the truths were never mentioned
There is strength I can only find in myself
That's all I'm expected to gain,
it is all that I have
This is the gift I give to you, my dear
You can take it or continue to leave this life
so frighteningly bare
Chorus
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"I"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross

This is one of the most personal songs I will ever
write. I'm very proud of it because it is honest, but
sometimes hard to sing because of that.

Dawn comes first with a shift of light
That rests on a shadow that becomes my own
What's in my head will not sustain me
What's in my heart is not enough to cope.
Shed my skin and break free of this
In search of something that becomes my own
But everthing is just coming at me
with no illusion of control.
Chorus:
I need providence
I need guidance
But you're not proving that what you're providing.
I need confidence
I need assurance
with the understanding
that's all I'm wanting.
What happens to us just makes no sense
as we try harder and harder to understand
We create barriers and then can't bridge them,
to try to possess what we can't have.
What we've come to believe is so void of hope
We make life so serious, and it's still not enough
And we do this so well- with what I am told
I'm feeling so young, I'm feeling so old.
Chorus
bridge:
and I'm wanting
and I'm needing
and I'm giving
what I'm not receiving
and I'm wanting
and I'm needing
and I'm giving
what I'm not receiving
I have a mother who can't laugh
and I have a father who was afraid to leave
I live in a family who was second-guessed
with problems that you couldn't always see.
So I have shaky faith because things
are not that simple.
I have doubt because they've always been this way.
I have uncertainty because things should be so simple.
And because they've got to change.
And because they've got to change.
I seek to anticipate and to predict
to the point where I was sick of it.
I'm sorting out what's important to me
I'm sorting it out, I'm not calmly looking.
Intensity burned out long ago
By trying always not to get burned
Losing and finding and losing again
Cold is a pattern
I'm searching for warmth.
Chorus
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"Inertia"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

About a past relationship. I'm pretty much saying,
don't let someone be your whole life.

You push away when loves begins to deepen
Are you conscious of the panic that comes for no reason
We felt love with a delicate ache
and lived only for love's sake.
Then time moved on, the urge was gone
with a whisper left on a bitter tongue
Now I'm sated in hunger with my thoughts deep in sound
Drowning in laughter, discerned deep and loud.
Chorus:
The passion's still there
though the feelings are removed
I taste a soul's desire
but desire is my wound
Your words became my heaven,
thought you were all I had been given
But since I'm questioning my religion
The clouds may have to come down

My past slips in
and I cannot sleep
Sorrow wells up
though I cannot weep
And though my slumber deepens
I know I am awake
consumed by all the things
that I never got to say
So I grieve for what only time relieves
I live in want
I wait to dream
There's a texture and connection
to the lives that we live
but life is full and heavy
and hard to live in.
Chorus
Bridge:
We are better than this
All that moves against the heart
We are better than this
All that moves against the heart
And in my weighted sadness
I've learned from what I've lost
Your unspoken sins, unforgiving thoughts
But in your tired games,
you may never know the cost
of all this love that we have lost
of all this life that we have lost
of all this love that we have lost
the clouds may have to come down
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It's My Way
From the EP, "Don't Save the Kisses" 2004
For one winter, I sang at a smoky little English pub in Knoxville called
Union Jacks every Wednesday. I remembered having a crush on a guy, and I
was always looking out the front window to see if he would come to the
show. We finally had a date one night to go see Jay Farrar play in town,
and I got stood up. Instead of moping, I felt inspired by the show and
came home to write this song.

I'm singing in another bar
I keep looking out the door
hope you've come to catch a song or more
I'll put your beer on my tab, I'll sing another tune
and read this friendship into more than what I'm supposed to

Chorus:
It's my way to make something out of nothing
It's my way to make all this seem fine
It's my way to make something out of nothing
and feel it way down.

The best thing is not knowing what may become
but I feel my heart break, and we haven't even begun
well nothing's braver than to give this some room
but it's making you desperate, making me feel a fool

Chorus:
It's my way to make something out of nothing
It's my way to make all this seem fine
It's my way to make something out of nothing
and feel it way down.

Instrumental Bridge

Got my life in order
now I got my heart in a bind
my thoughts in ruin
got to make up my mind
well hindsight's a glorious thing
but it's not making this any easier
and if this is choice, then I've got to learn to choose better

Chorus:
It's my way to make something out of nothing
It's my way to make all this seem fine
It's my way to make something out of nothing
and feel it way down.
And feel it way down.
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"Manhattan"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I sometimes work at the Children's Department of a public
library. There's a little children's book called Manhattan about
a little prince searching for love. I had never thought of the
word "Manhattan" as a person's name and then realized that I
wanted to use it as a name in a song. Also, it's partly inspired
by a friend's long distance relationship. One of my friends
stopped in from a cross country trip to visit Knoxville and said
"I forgot that I have to drive through Tennessee to get to the
Carolinas." That inspired one of the lines and the ideas about
traveling and searching for something or someone.

It took some time to cross these mountains
driving slow in these summer rains
And you forgot Tennessee
in all your travels across these states.
You and me and love meet up
as we drive across these miles
And we'd visit again and again
because it was worth all of the trouble.
Chorus:
Hey Manhattan
Where are you going?
I feel like I'm chasing you down
hey Manhattan
come a little closer
I'd love to see you around.
I'm moving my house around this town
but it's not getting me anywhere new.
There's more than these walls and windows,
concrete colors I do not choose.
And all this distance
helps me feel this out as I make my way,
shows me where I long to go
and where I plan to stay.
Chorus:
Hey Manhattan
Where are you going?
I feel like I'm chasing you down
hey Manhattan
come a little closer
I'd love to see you around.
Bridge:
We tell the stores that truly fit us
These times are the best we'll see
like how in all we traveled
I am caught up in these
as you and me and love meet up
as we drive across these miles
and we'd visit again and again
It was worth all the trouble
Chorus:
Hey Manhattan
Where are you going?
I feel like I'm chasing you down
hey Manhattan
come a little closer
I'd love to see you around.
Hey Manhattan
Where are you going?
I feel like I'm chasing you down
hey Manhattan
come a little closer
I'd love to see you around.
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Marie
From the EP, "Don't Save the Kisses" 2004
This song was inspired by the small town in Pennsylvania where I was born
and raised. I was at a friend's grandfather's funeral and everyone started
singing "How Great Thou Art. I remembered singing this hymn in church as a
child and started crying. I remembered how my family used to watch
fireworks by an old watertower in an abandoned parking lot after going
across the Ohio border to get sparklers. I remembered how my grandma said
the downtown had the big "B"s -beauty salons, bible stores and bars. I
came home from the funeral and wrote this song which is partly about me,
partly about my mom, and partly about anyone who was raied in a small
bible town and couldn't wait to leave. I love and miss my hometown every
day and know you will always be haunted by memories of places and people
you loved and lost.

The cross on the watertower says "Jesus Saves,"
and we'd climb up there each Fourth of July Day,
buy some brillance across the state line
then sit and watch the fireworks display

Marie said "First chance I get, I'm gonna clear out of this town
except beauty salons and bars,
there's nothing around
except a whole lot of preachers preaching sin and fear
leaving me feel there's not much here

Chorus:  Oh Marie
            Oh Marie
            Oh Marie, leaving won't set you free

I said "This town's in our blood, it's in our veins
beyond fellowship halls and light displays
and try hard, try as you may
you can never leave this life you made

Chorus:   Oh Marie
          Oh Marie
          Oh Marie, leaving won't set you free

Bridge:
She said there's nothing to compare this lonely life to
as rain in old bottles, my day draws on
I know there's sadness at 6 and 11 on my TV screen
but it's still a world for which I long...I long.

Clear the weeds for those you remember
cry a little and decorate the ground
at your funeral today, they sang songs you used to sing
and I cried about that more than anything else

Chorus:  Oh Marie
          Oh Marie
          Oh Marie, leaving won't set you free

The cross on the watertower says "Jesus Saves,"
and we'd climb up there each Fourth of July Day.
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"Pennsylvania Song"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

It's about my growing up in a small Pennsylvanian
town in the early 1980s. The biggest industry was building
trains. But by the late 80s, trains were not as needed, and
the town became very lonely. My family moved to North
Carolina to find work.

Make mudpies under evergreens
Shadow puppets high in the apple trees
There I was Karen Carpenter or Princess Leia
in the purple-gazed eve.
Japanese beatle traps under a Pennsylvania sky
hear a zip, zap, buzz florescent kill light
A passing impersonator, a soap opera star
in a town without street corner magic at all.
Chorus:
Mythmakers, magicweavers
pull these threads together
if dreams should fade
The colors entwine
for I close the fear and loss of change.
Catching fire in strawberry-laced shoes
I let the beauty I love be what I do
in an evening pulled along by firefly light
that was ever more brillant than sun and moonlight.
A child brilliant to have no adult sensibilities
soars on dandelions and dragonfly wings
and all I have is all that I need
All that I have is all around me.
Chorus
Bridge:
The circles I move grow bigger as I'm drawn inside
Make a myth to replace a memory, but one to pacify.
The circles I move grow deeper as I'm drawn inside
Make a myth to replace a memory, but one to beautify.
The town left home without the train
rusted wrought-iron left in the rain
the people just scattered without the rail
yet fixed and tied to boxcar steel.
With nothing to build and nothing to gain
dreams were lost to brand-new ways
and I had to leave where I stood claim
as winter snow replaced for winter rain.
Chorus
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"Pull of the Moon"
from the album "Still"
words and music by Jodie Manross

This song was supposed to have accompanying guitar
music. I had just finished the lyrics before a show at
Knoxville's Borders Books. I did the song accapella as an
encore, and my fans and friends at the show insisted that
I keep it as is.

The moon was high in an autumn sky
The light cast down and you came outside
And the night filled the dark with a thousand stars
proving nothing was better than where we are.
Chorus:
In the pull of the moon
and the weight of the stars,
you anchor me with all that you are
Like the stemming of the tide,
the moon's attraction to the sea,
you are, you are all these things.
A tea kettle whistle deep within a home
As a radio sings a song it's sung countless times before
And I step outside with a searching heart
to save up wishes as we look above.
Chorus
So the sky dismissed the stars
the night became unseen
the sun woke from its slumber
and the moon packed up its things
saying "The only way to love is to know it might be lost.
So take hold lightly, let go lightly, whatever the cost."
In the paleness of a porchlight, I became drowsy with all these
things
As I close my eyes slowly and I sing before we sleep...
Chorus
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"Riversong"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I write a lot of songs about water, which is ironic because I
have a phobia of water and the ocean. Go figure. Laith and I
wanted to write a blues song on the oud.

River, river wash me down
river running towards no sound
quiet calm could find my way
until again I'm washed away

Water, water rush me down
to a place of higher ground
'cause I need place where I can stand
until I'm washed away again

(oud instrumental break)

Water water rising high
Going over, flowing by
If I could trace the source where it begins
until I'm washed away again

Water, water rush me down
to a place of higher ground
cause I need place where I can stand
until I'm washed away again
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"Saving Grace"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross

We actually recorded this song much
faster than intended! We do a much slower, blusier
version in concert now.  This is still one of my fave songs,
and one of the first Laith and I ever wrote.

I speak in bits and pieces as if I'm choosing a will to live
to compose, create, fix, and join a way to you I give
Because I've seen words use lips with heartless untruths
and leave behind true love, bitter and used
Then to search for something better that was fixed and unfound,
To return with apologies, untrue, unkind.
Love lingers on lips, but searches in others' eyes,
So if I tell you how I feel, please don't deny me.
Chorus:
I've had moments of happiness,
moments of rain
But in all the things that matter,
you are my saving grace
I've had moments of happiness,
moments of rain
But in all the things that matter,
you are my saving grace.
You unsettle my thoughts, unimagined and undreamed
I don't know where we're headed,
don't know where this may lead.
So let's tell our lives until morning
and if we do forget any piece of our memory
we'll stay longer yet.
We're just trying to find the passion
we lost somewhere along the way
as we fall in and out of understanding
in these passing days.
So don't forget what came before
But embrace what has been
For the past has brought us together
So now the story ends.
Chorus
Instrumental break
Bridge:
Strong emotion is my only feeling
From your affection I am reeling
Careening and careless
impassioned and reckless
I stagger and I stumble
Faulter, going under
Love in easy spaces
coming from unlikely places.
Chorus
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"Sometimes"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

About friendship and healing.

This is the beginning of an end of a long way down
and I've come full circle embracing what has been
As time changes all that we remember
and memory finds a more graceful way
to present what once could not be contained

Chorus:
Sometimes we have something to work through
Sometimes with no one to talk to
you were my someone when I thought I had no one
love reinvents us and ends all the sorrow sometimes

Once I felt, I was on fire and I could fly
All this love perfecting with unbending pride
For I know I'd finally come around
from sad partings, old loves, slow longings
was all that mattered at the time

Chorus:
Sometimes we have something to work through
Sometimes with no one to talk to
you were my someone when I thought I had no one
love reinvents us and ends all the sorrow sometimes

Bridge:
Some griefs do not heal
some losses never filled
but are you willing to stay in what may not sustain
and if it ends poorly, will it cancel out the whole story
and would you stay a persistent memory in my mind?

Chorus:
Sometimes we have something to work through
Sometimes with no one to talk to
you were my someone when I thought I had no one
Love reinvents us and ends all the sorrow sometimes
Sometimes.
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"Still"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany


(This is the first song Laith and I ever wrote together!)


What is your passion when life is unsettled?
Where do you go when life is unturned?
What do you do when faced with the knowledge?
How do you start when you feel so unheard?
Hard to search your soul, then find it lacking.
Hard to hear your voice, then find it gone.
Removing feeling, what do we cherish?
I wonder where we've gone.

Chorus:
Still to feel
Still to fall
Still to make sense of it all
Still to feel
I'm scared to fall
Still to make sense of it all

Do you hold onto your convictions in disbelief?
How I must live I feel like distancing
I'm so tired of passing strength,
but it's the only thing I can give today.
Find a place where your voice matters
In doing this, bring spirit back to form
Shaped by how I must live in this place
And still I feel I don't belong.

Chorus:
Still to feel
Still to fall
Still to make sense of it all
Still to feel
I'm scared to fall
Still to make sense of it all

Bridge:
The way we move on when it hurts too much
The way we heal when the memories are still strong
The way we speak when we can't laugh out loud
The way we love when we can't move on

Now the strongest thing that I feel
is this weakness I shall leave
And if nothing else remains
it is hope I will believe.

Chorus:
Still to feel
Still to fall
Still to make sense of it all
Still to feel
I'm scared to fall
Still to make sense of it all

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**Here is the guitar tab for Still--thanks to everyone who has requested it!!
The guitar part on "Still" as it is recorded is in an alternate tuning and
very difficult (Laith is awesome!)--this is an easier version with
standard chords.

Still chords (easier verson) chords used are:
E minor, C, G, D and A minor

STILL (written by Jodie Manross and Laith Keilany
publishing Manross Music

Emin        C        G       D
What is your passion when life is unsettled?

Emin C G D
Where do you go when life is unturned?

Emin C G D
What do you do when faced with the knowledge?

Emin C G D
How do you start when you feel so unheard?

(Continue chord progression during interlude)

Emin C G D
Hard to search your soul, then find it lacking.

Emin C G D
Hard to hear your voice, then find it gone.

Emin C G D
Removing feeling, what do we cherish?

Emin C G D
I wonder where we've gone.



Chorus:
G D Emin
Still to feel

G D Emin
Still to fall

G D Emin C
Still to make sense of it all

G D Emin
Still to feel

G D C
I'm scared to fall

G D C
Still to make sense of it all.



Emin C G D
Do you hold onto your convictions in disbelief?

Emin C G D
How I must live I feel like distancing

Emin C G D
I'm so tired of passing strength,

Emin C G D
but it's the only thing I can give today.

Emin C G D
Find a place where your voice matters

Emin C G D
In doing this, bring spirit back to form

Emin C G D
Shaped by how I must live in this place

Emin C G D
And still I feel I don't belong.

Chorus

Bridge: D D D D C C C C Amin
or
(D Cadd9 D Cadd9 D Cadd9 D Cadd9(x4) G/B(x4) A7sus4)


Emin C G D
The way we move on when it hurts too much

Emin C G D
The way we heal when the memories are still too strong

Emin C G D
The way we speak when we can't laugh out loud

Emin C G D
The way we love when we can't move on

Emin C G D E C G
Now the strongest thing that I feel is this weakness I shall leave

D Emin C G D Emin C G D
And if nothing else remains, it is hope I will believe.


Chorus:
Emin C
Still to feel

G D
Still to fall

Emin C G D
Still to make sense of it all

Emin C
Still to feel

G D
I'm scared to fall

Emin C G D
Still to make sense of it all.
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**This is a more challenging version of Still,
closer to what Lith plays on our CD.


Emin7 Cadd9 G D
What is your passion when life is unsettled?

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Where do you go when life is unturned?

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
What do you do when faced with the knowledge?

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
How do you start when you feel so unheard?

(Continue chord progression during interlude)

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Hard to search your soul, then find it lacking.

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Hard to hear your voice, then find it gone.

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Removing feeling, what do we cherish?

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
I wonder where we've gone.

Chorus:
G D Emin7
Still to feel

G D Emin7
Still to fall

G D Emin7 Cadd9
Still to make sense of it all

G D Emin7
Still to feel

G D C
I'm scared to fall

G D Cadd9
Still to make sense of it all.



Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Do you hold onto your convictions in disbelief?

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
How I must live I feel like distancing

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
I'm so tired of passing strength,

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
but it's the only thing I can give today.

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Find a place where your voice matters

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
In doing this, bring spirit back to form

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Shaped by how I must live in this place

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
And still I feel I don't belong.

Chorus

Bridge: D Cadd9 D Cadd9 D Cadd9 D Cadd9(x4) G/B(x4) A7sus4


Emin7 Cadd9 G D
The way we move on when it hurts too much

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
The way we heal when the memories are still too strong

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
The way we speak when we can't laugh out loud

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
The way we love when we can't move on

Emin7 Cadd9 G D Emin7 Cadd9 G
Now the strongest thing that I feel is this weakness I shall leave

D Emin7 Cadd9 G D Emin7 Cadd9 G D
And if nothing else remains, it is hope I will believe.


Chorus:
Emin7 Cadd9
Still to feel

G D
Still to fall

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Still to make sense of it all

Emin7 Cadd9
Still to feel

G D
I'm scared to fall

Emin7 Cadd9 G D
Still to make sense of it all.
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"To You"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

The band and I did lots and lots of driving in the past few years.
"To You" is about wanting to get back home from a late night drive.
Ben Maney's piano part blows me away. Dre, the genious producer he is,
made the song's bridge sound like an old, scratchy record.
(Also, the word gas-n-sip is the name of the convenience store in my fave
movie, Say Anything.

I'll be glad when this night is over
of lighted highways, of burning dashboard lights
but music is taking me right out of these blues
The radio stations are fading,
the static is taking over
but it's bringing me
Bringing me on back to you

Chorus:
Flash my brights at each stoplight
just to keep it moving
though it doesn't make a difference
for the red and green to go.
But I have a need
for some brillance changing,
a quick stoplight, and a fast trip home.

Now the signs over high treelines are overgrown
and I'm traveling a continent of emotion
though I have not far to go
But I may have to stop soon,
the gas tank reads so low
Neon gas'n'sip, coffee bitterness
givin' me the energy to keep on going.

Chorus:
Flash my brights at each stoplight
just to keep it moving
though it doesn't make a difference
for the red and green to go.
But I have a need
for some brillance changing,
a quick stoplight, and a fast trip home.

Jazz break

Chorus: (repeat twice)
Flash my brights at each stoplight
just to keep it moving
though it doesn't make a difference
for the red and green to go.
But I have a need
for some brillance changing,
a quick stoplight, and a fast trip home.


"Waiting My Whole Life"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

I was inspired by a Stevie Wonder Song and wrote
the bass line while drying my hair one day.


Guess I've been waiting my whole life
Guess I've been waiting for a time
To live for myself but that life is leaving me behind
I know this has not been time spent wasted
but it's not been time spent lived
I give way to desperation I give more than I can give.
Chorus:
Guess I've been waiting my whole life
guess I've been waiting my whole life
guess I've been all my
waiting all my
waiting all this time
Guess I've been waiting my whole life
uess I've been waiting my whole life
guess i've been waiting all my waiting all my
waiting all this time.
That's how the cookie crumbles
That's just the roll of the dice
But I clearly have expected more
than my lot so far in life.
Can't give way to expectations
I won't give up on my dreams
But I know I've given more
than what I want and what I need.
Chorus
Bridge:
In releasing memories
where the mind and heart reside
In this space I cannot breathe
is where I work and I abide
As I get along and get by
and struggle to survive
I keep looking for piece of mind
that I may never find.
As I carry on in a mess
I see through and persist
I resist the remaining notion
that there is more than this.
As I repeat these days
I surely live a lie
As I step futher away
from peace I may never find.


"With All The Words"
from the album "Still"
lyrics by Jodie Manross

This was the first song I wrote
on guitar. I wrote it at a car wash after my car flooded
with rainwater after a thunderstorm the night before.
It was a blessing in disguise!

I have an aimless soul,
But you give me direction
In arms with a gentle hold,
you are a divine distraction
And if stars could complement,
and if moon could claim inspiration,
they would call on you
With the sweetest intentions.
Chorus:
With all the words I've thought
And for all the times I've said
I need, I want, I long, I hope
With you this love begins.
Within your leaving did night choke my eyes
But upon your return, I woke with you in my arms
There are truths we know but can't make ourselves see
You are my windfall, I'm forever blessed
So now I gently breathe.
Chorus
I recognized myself in you
And only truth was found
No pretenses, No defenses
Only common ground.
And we are
And we are
And we are bound.

Chorus (twice)
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"Wreck"
from the album "Going Somewhere Soon"
lyrics by Jodie Manross
music by Laith Keilany

Partly about relationships (boys can be stupid) and
partly about the state of the world. A world news
headline stuck with me one day. It said something
about "if the war ends soon, it will still be years or
decades before the wreckage is cleared. That is a
powerful statement that can be applied to your own
personal emotional life. Nate's percussion is amazing
in the song too!

Rosy explanations
Supers, so verys
died on my lips when they met your dark meanings
Dear boy, I said, I love you
and you said your nevers
and I said I'd never love you again
There's no easy bow out of what we are ending
it's all become excess and overkill
and if the fighting ends tomorrow
it will be years before the wreckage is cleared
Chorus:
Push and pull the uneasiness of this day
That's ours to experience alone
with all the good company that's around
there's a place in my heart that's still unknown
Soft words give way to sharp sayings
I'm measuring the impact of all that you say
What comes from the heart will reach it again
but you haven't shown me much I wish I take away
Scared of feeling when all you've known is failing
but what you're handling is not yours to hold
The river is higher, I'm counting miles
I'm as red as this judgment I've bought and sold
Chorus: Push and pull the uneasiness of this day
That's ours to experience alone
with all the good company that's around
there's a place in my heart that's still unknown
Bridge:
Do I have to prove myself
there's more to life that what I can't give you?
Do I have to prove myself
there's more to life than how I can't please you?
Do I have to prove myself
there's more to life than we can't get through?
Do I have to prove myself
there's more to life than we can't get through?
We make the myths that would make us better
and would not only take away
and I hold on not because I want to
it's just the pattern I've held on through all these years
through all these years
and if the fighting ends tomorrow
it will be years before the wreckage is cleared
and if the fighting ends tomorrow
it will be years before the wreckage is cleared